Monday, September 19, 2016

I've failed

There are those days where the whole world seems perfect.  Everything went just right. 

Your hair was wonderful when you woke up.  Your breakfast was amazing, kids didn't bother you or fight at the table.  Everything was.... perfect.

Today is not one of those days!

My brain is still catching up from vacation mode.  I've been feeling so much lately that it's overwhelming at times.

I've forgotten to pay bills.  I've over or underpaid bills.

I've forgotten about expenses we already said we would do for sure and now.. I'm so confused.

I'm feeling lost in life.

I'm not sure what I'm putting in my body for food some days.  Grocery lists always seem to have something that is forgotten.

Some days... I'm just feeling like I'm failing at everything.

Today was one of those days.

Late start (rough night with a kid with nightmares); laundry not coming out clean after using washing it 3 times; dinner was a crockpot meal that had to be made before school and just not feeling it; forgetting to follow through on a promise I made; feeling unneeded or overused at work.

It's just one of those days.

Thankfully, they don't last.  Thankfully every day will get better and today is just an icky day.

Needless to say, I'm looking forward to tomorrow!