I've finally had the chance to go through the mail from Friday. And you know what I found? A mailing from "Enfagrow". It was some samples for children 12 to 36 months.
who knew... you still get samples after you bury your child.
I didn't think it would bother me so much but it did. I'm unsure how to handle all of this. I mean, really it's something I can throw out. And yet... somehow I just can't. It's been sitting on the chair beside my chair in the living room. I am sure I will toss it soon but I'm just not there.
Can you believe my baby would have been almost 2 years old if he had survived on his born to heaven date? And if he was born on his actual due date he would be just over a year and a bit.
A year! wow. Walking, talking and being as cute as ever.
Instead he is in heaven.
Oh how my life has changed in such a short period of time.
While I am so blessed with my family on earth, I am equally as blessed with my family in heaven.
So today, I miss my baby. More than ever...